i have done my best...

sbgai seorg yg telah bersalah kepada kwn sy telah melakukan yg terbaik untuk diri sy sndri n dia...sy dah minta maaf atas kesalahan yg telah sy lakukan kpd dia...next sama ada dia maaf kan sy atau tdk itu lain cerita...yg pnting sy dah buat apa yg patut...kalo dia tdk mau maafkan sy apa sy ble buat kan...sy tdk ble paksa dia maafkan sy n terima sy balik mcm dulu...hope the best for us...

holiday!!!!

at last habis juga paper sy kemarin...skrg cuti smpai bln 9...apa la sy mau buat cuti 2 bulan ne arh...tak tau pula mua buat apa2...mau kerja la kan...cari duit sikit tuk sem depan n bayar hutang sama abg sy...hehehe...yg pntg exam dah habis dan tak nak lg stress2 pasal exam skrg...tunggu next sem lg...selamat tinggal kwn2 ku yg balik ke kg masing2....jumpa lg next sem k...

exam!!!!!

what a day....exam ari ne boleh dikatakan senang juga la...semua soalan keluar sama dgn past year question...kecuali ada beberapa perubahan sikit la...yg pnting semua past year question keluar dlm exam ari ne...pasal sy suka adalah leadership...sy n kwn sy si nowie target soalan tu keluar then bila masuk dewan n tgk soalan mmg ada soalan target kmi tp yg paling bikin sy terkejut td adalah soalan past year keluar...sy n kawan2 sy yg ada baca tu past year question pun senyum smpai ke telinga n senang hati mau jawab soalan td...tp plg sy kecewa sikit td adalah ergonimics...mcm mana sy boleh salah jawab soalan td...syg owh 10 markah....hope result ok la n tdk ganggu pointer sy sem ini...just pray to god jak la...

Broken Hearted Boy

it's been a year i did not update my blog...tetiba ja rasa mau update blog coz ini saja tmpat sy mau luahkan apa yg sy rasa kan lately in my U's life.....

Me n my "bestfren" mcm ada masalah ja skrg ne...bukan mcm tp sy mmg ada masalah antara kami...salah satu sebab yg sy rasa adalah dia terasa dgn apa yg saya ckp or post kat fb sy..."Hate people who act so smart but not...read some book 1st b4 teach others" ini yg sy post kat fb sy ari tu...maybe dia terasa coz kami ada bercanggah pendapat pasal buat tugasan eksperimen...mungkin dia rasa sy terlalu pandai kerana bagi pendapat sy n tetap dgn pendapat sy....tp salah ka sy buat mcm tu cozz sy yg edit eksperimen 1 n 2 kami...sy ada belajar mcm mana mau buat jurnal ikut panduan pn razima...Mungkin dia rasa dia tidak sesuai berkawan dgn sy lepas sy ckp mcm tu....markah midterm sy baru-baru ne pun agak tinggi drpd markah dia...bkn mau berlagak tp itu lah apa yg sy dapat selepas belajar....kalo tdk belajar mana la dpt result mcm tu kan...

Skrg sy pun rasa mcm tak selesa apabila dengar jak nama dia...rasa ingat balik semua percanggahan kami yg sy rasaka membuatkan persahabatan kami retak...but the problem is bukan sy yg menjauhkan diri dr dia tp dia yg mula menjauhkan dr sy...sy try mau dekat dengan dia b4 semua nya menjadi teruk tp dia yg lari...even bila sy duduk satu meja dgn dia bila kelas APK yg batal aritu dia pula yg merasa tdk selesa dan lari dr meja tu n bawa si T---- p mkn...

Sy rasa sangat2 sakit ati ngan dia skrg ne...mayb lebih baik sy biarkan sahaja keadaan dia skrg dr sy terus dekat ngan dia tp keadaan menjadi lebih teruk lg...i thinks thats better for now kan...bukan sy mau mengelak tp better biarkan dia dahulu drpd ganggu dia....feel like wanna to cry right now...

Sy harap ko gembira apabila buat sy mcm ne...

damn PTPTN.......

dah 4 minggu berlalu selepas bermulanya sem bru untuk tahun ini....but ptptn buat saya rasa sangat panas dan annoying.....coz duit blum lg masuk ke dlm akaun cimb sy....if i have money it's ok but how can i survive if ptptn bank in the money 4th of april....

so slow like the walking snail....how can the so biased to 1st year student with the seniors....i can still except if they late bank in the money but it's  nonsense to process all the need things in 1 and a half month.....

harap2 ptptn n ums will work 2gether and bank in the money hujung bulan ne....sy dah tak tahan asyik minta duit dr my mom ja....

huhuhuhuhu

wake-up call sermon

what a wake-up call sermon from pst danny limpakan from sib kingfisher...first i owez bear in mind that if we want to enter the heaven we must apply all the God's order...but what pst danny limpakan said make me open my mind that it's not true coz u r aktif in church doesn't mean that u will enter the heaven...

the goods thing that we have done can't assure that God will accept us in His kingdom...following all Gods order is good but nobody perfect and all people can make a mistake...i,ve read a sharing from a mexican girl about her experience about the heaven and hell when a get a call from God....even an active priest can be go down to hell for what he have done in the past...

regarding what pst danny said the most important thing that we must accept Him as our savior in our heart....and that make me thinking if i've accept Him in my life and even myself can't answer the question and keep thinking about the answer until now....but i believe that Jesus died for our sin on the cross...

Tanda Persahabatan 4 Cousin

Me(glen greg), Shanny More(shuyan), Ricky Donny(Boy) and Ervina Christal(poyo/peye) telah mengeratkan lg persahabatan amongs us 4 with a cross necklace... Each necklace have a different design for each of us but have the same price.... hehhehe....

kami langsung tdk pernah memikirkan ttg semua ne sehinnga lar kmi masuk ke sebuah kedai yg berkaitan dengan christianity and saw that necklace in the table that time....so apa lg sy sbg yg paling tua masa tu beri cadangan tuk beli sesorang satu necklace....then mereka semua pun bersetuju walaupun pada mulanya kami memilih the same necklace....

but in the end we all got the necklace that we want...happy ending for four of us that time....reallllllyyyyyyyyy miss that time so much coz can't see them again becoz of school n work...huhuhu.....

LOVE U ALL

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FOREVER N EVER

SHUYAN

BOY

PEYE

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